Better.

The dam was this close to breaking today. It almost did. But I composed myself, determined not to let my weakness show in front of them. My greatest weakness of all - getting too emotional.

But thank you all (friends and readers) for the encouraging and comforting comments/SMSes. It means a lot to me.

The only thing I'm looking forward to now - Gordie darl's return tomorrow. Hoping that he'll make it back earlier than the stipulated time so we can at least meet for dinner. I need his shoulders and ears. :(
If not, we'll only get to meet on Friday because of Thursday's dinner with the sec sch gals... which is something else that I'm looking forward to, of course.

Just living day by day now; counting my blessings and trying to find joy in what I do.